Just reach home from celebrating Soephix birthday. The birthday really turns out great. Well at least something that I hope someone will did to me has now, turn to reality but celebrating my bestfriends' birthday instead. Anyway I'm, so happy to see her tears fell. No.. it's not that I'm happy to see her cry. Just that I'm glad it touched her heart. At least, we did gave her a memorable night. One night to remember.
Though, after the event, we went for a drink which I wish I never had gone to. I had a slight argument with Loon and SF. Well, I couldn't blame anyone afterall it's my fault. I'm just angry with myself. Being such a useless b*tch. I wish I could have went back home straight.
"Why do you stop? There is a long path ahead.
Why do I continue when I do not know what path lies ahead?
It's the path to your goal
What is my goal?"
It's just a normal thing. I always wish I could happily lives ever after with someone dearest to me and set up a family. If this is a goal to achive in life. How to I get that path? Husband hunting? Family Hunting? (getting married at 24 is impossible. 26? 28? )
After setting up a family, I will have more time to settle on my own career path. How do I settle on it when my career are so unstable at the moment? 6 Months contract? The Heck!
So What the GOAL? What the path?
What lies ahead may not be clear. Though, I enjoy the process of the journey. I do not wish to reach the destiny. Walk slow, I need. Stop, I shall. As these are the time I treasured the most.