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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
The lost
Have you ever imagine what will happen if the one you love or care the most has leave the world? What will you going to do? This person can be your parents, siblings, close friends and even can be your partner. For me, I can never imagine what will I going to do if he ever leave the world. Will I cry? No, I will never want to see me cry. He never want to see me sad. Yes, I shall not even be sad. I have to be calm, and live on.... The day has come. God had took him away from me. I watch him leave the world peacefully. Tears are what I see in everyone's eyes, rolling down thru their face. They stare at me with a weird look. My eyes were dry. Too dry to have any tears tumbling down. I just stare at him, not wanting to lose a second seeing him buried under. Where will he going to be? Will he ever miss me just like how I miss him? "Dear, I will always be there when you need me," he promise when I was celebrating my sweet 16. He added "You are a big girl now. Remember, what ever happen, Never give up. Just face it with a smile. Do not cry over a failure of life" Suddenly I felt like crying. The hot tears gather to pour out. I tried to control myself. No! I can't! He will not wan to see me cry, not even a drop of tear will fall from my eyes. And there I was, the only one who were staring at him with a smile. I know he is beside me and he always will. My beloved grandpa.....
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