The Holiday has ended... Nothing much we can do bout that but looing forward for the DepaRaya holidays to come. I just came back from Singapore. Went over there with a very mix emotion... sad, stress,lost, or should i say my main purpose of going there is to relax myself. However Im scare that things may turn out worst.
Well, lucky for me, i have friends that joining me there. Though we weren't stay in the same hotel but we visit the place almost all the time. This really reduce the fear I have. Honestly going to other country and explore their life is fun. Somehow it inspire me. Love isnt everything. Life is still fun.
That country is a busy place. EVeryone seems to be so busy on the streets, while in the bus and even when there are waiting for some public transport. Looking at them, I realise how unfulfilling my life is. work and sleep basically is my life.
I met my cousin there and i asked him bout the lifestyle over there. i'm really amazed with them. They are so active. Hardly see people that are over weight in there. maybe i should start to be active just like before. Guess it may really help my sleep. My cousin asked if Im interested to stay there...
What? Stay there? Should I? Maybe... i did thought about it..
Why??
I guess.. to run away?? Run away from everything and start a new life??
Yea.. selfish and stupid me :)'
After the trip, I am not as negative as i am though *wink* but i'm still thinking should i or should i not?