Listening to Insatiable by Darren Hayes. Memories flush back. I did a very stupid thing yesterday. I had the urge to message him. Of course I did not message him. This is not the first time though. I'm afraid. Afraid that I no longer can control myself and message him. I think that's just a typical girl mind....
I bought a book title, "He's just not that into you" by Greg Behrendt & Liz Tuccillo in Mid Valley On Monday. The book is not only for Ladies. It is also meant for the Men out there (that's why it's written by 2 authors). It's a way bringing female and male together through understanding. We often hear complains saying ladies' minds are complicated. Men are simple. It's truly up to you, how you see it. It's written in this book though.
Well, the price of this book is reasonable actually, 
but when it comes at the end of the month, it does seem overprice at first, as I was kind of broke, I shall say. Somehow it is tempting to buy it. Trust me, it does!
I took the book from the shelf, read the introduction, then, I put it back. Later, I remove the book from the shelf again and check on the price. Wow! RM 42.90. The first reaction is to put the book back again. Then, I walk around, looking for my friend, James who is also in the bookstore. Found him. My mind is still at the bookshelf. I walked back to that shelf again and this time I stared at the book.
Should I? Should I not?
Several time I asked and I came a conclusion to buy it next month. I walked over to James place. He asked if I found any book.
Of course I did. I was the one who wanted to come here in the first place. And that book is the REASON I came.
He is still busy reading some books. I headed back to the shelf again. This time without making any analysis, I grab the book and head to the counter. It's kind of long queue. Usually, when there isn't anyone at the counter, I will just pay and walked off and try not to thing of the money I had spend. Though, I usually regret buying it or maybe regret of getting it so soon. This time, while I was at the queue, waiting to pay.
Really want to get this book now? Is it a need?
I hate it. Sometimes if only I can stop thinking so much or stop analysing too much. If only my brain can stop working for just a second. People do complain that I'm a deep thinker.
You just think too much. You think too far. Why do you keep thinking? What are you thinking now?
Haha! Great! I did walk out from the queue and put the book back to the shelf. Let see... This is the n I take it and put it back. I guess people will think I'm insane. I walk to the Fantasy section and browse through some of my favourite books. I’m still eyeing on the book. Then, I saw the counter was empty. This time, without wasting any minute, I took the book and rush to the counter and PAY! Yeah! Finally I got the book. Happily, I look for James and go home. I can't wait to read that book. Of course to prove that it is worth buying.
Well, I read almost half of the book already and I realise what the book say are very real. It does sound humour especially when the ladies often find excuses for the men they loved or admired. Though, I can't belief with my own eyes of the example given. Almost 80% of the examples can apply to me. Shame on me! Well, of course at times we ladies know what happen. The ladies 6th sense are often sharp. Somehow we ladies are just too stubborn to face the reality most of the time, I must agree. Many people know it but may find hard to face it or perform it. Say is easy but to perform it may not. *See... I’m finding excuses again* Bingo! !@#!$!*#%&!!!!!
Well, I guess people out there who read that book has a lot to comment. I have. Infact. I wish to ask if it does apply to ALL MEN out there. If you are men, I don't mind if you can spare some times to give me some feedback for this blog. To me, I still believe everyone is Unique (that what that makes everyone so normal) and there are always exceptional.