I’m afraid. Afraid of what you asked? Well, I’ve been having insomnia for more than 3 years. Insomnia does not mean that I hardly sleep. Though, I'm having hard time trying to fall asleep at times. I’m having Trouble falling asleep as well as maintaining my sleep. In another words, I can hardly maintain my sleep till the sun rises. I kept waking up every hour. I should say I’m lucky that it does not really affect my studies and work in the past.
Okay, let’s get back to the topic. Hmm… Where did I stop? Ahh... Yes. Afraid. I’m sleeping too much lately. Too much? What a statement I had made, you say? Sleeping is a gift from GOD, I shall say.
Yes, I don’t think I’m having trouble sleeping. Though, I still wake up occasionally. Let see, I slept at 4 am on Saturday morning and wakes up at 9am. Because it’s a routine for me to bring my sister out for brunch, I slept again as my sister are not up yet. Gosh, when I awake, it’s almost 2pm. Okie, reasonable; I slept 10 hours on Saturday. I slept again about 4am again this morning and wakes up at 12pm. and Went for brunch at the Mc Ds. I went back to sleep again after the meal and wakes up at 7pm. Let see, this doesn’t sound normal to me. About 13 hours of sleeps. And in two days, I had slept almost 24 hours which we only needs 16 hours of sleep. Easy calculation will tells you that I slept extra 8 hours. Well, you may not think that’s a problem.
Just in the weekend I slept that much? No. Not really, I may sleep at 5pm and wake up at 8pm for dinner and got back to my sleep at 10:30pm and wakes up at 8am. That’s the usual timetable on the weekdays when I’m at home and no meeting in the office. Even if there is meeting in the office, I’ll skip the evening nap and slept at maybe 12am and wakes up at 8am. Easy mathematics will tell us that if I sum up all the hours of my sleep, I have slept almost 80 hours a week which is 26 hours more. That’s weird. I don’t usually sleep that much. At times, I only sleep 4~5 hours a day.
So what is there for me to be afraid? I’m not sure. I guess when things are going too smooth, it just haunt you. Nothing is smooth in life, especially for me. I’m still tired and sleepy now even if I slept so much. Anyway, I do enjoy sleeping and dreaming. I guess that’s the best part in my life I enjoy. I hope this continues I shall no longer be planning to tired myself anymore. Yeah! Way to go Kaysin!!! Sleep… sommeil! Sonno! 睡眠! 잠! Sono!