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Sunday, October 23, 2005
When time comes
I just want a bowl of porridge. He said as he sat down and take out a pack of ciggie from his pocket. We sat there waiting for our porridge to come. A normal breakfast outing just like what we had in the past. But....Things have change.. It's no longer the time where he will order the food for me nor he drive me with his lorry to the plant side for work after breakfast. I'm no longer the 4 years old child that kept playing with his lighter. And he no longer the strong man that sitting beside me.However, I'm still there and He is here with me having breakfast together. I saw him there eating the bowl of porrigde. He is growing thinner and thinner. Looking more and more tired. He is getting older each day. He then look up and said, "Dear, did you see how my skin crumble up?" He showed me his neck and his arm where the skin crumble up together. I looked up to him again."I'm already 70. I'm already old. And this is the time when all the sickness come. When I'm old and sick, I'm a useless person to you.""NOooooo" I said. With tears rolling down my cheeck, I hold his hand. I started to tremble. I hate it when he said that. "You are the only person in this world that see me as me. You are the person who really loves me. You are the person that I respect and loved. I will not let anything happen to you. Ths I swear! You are not uselss to me." "You taught me what is life. You taught me to be strong and not to give up. Please, do not give up too. You are the reason why I lived. And I am what I am now is because of you."[to be continued]
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
One Thousand and One Wish
One Thousand and One Wish Tomorrow is just like the box of chocolatesThe flavors are fully up to your imagination Disappointment is like dialing a phone which may not be unreachable But, try it a few more times, and you'll get the answerMy heart holds so many dreams The future is just starting to sparkle What if the sky was even higher? does that matter? Standing on tiptoes, it's still near to the sunlight Allow me, my one thousand and first wish One day, happiness will finally hear my words I don't fear how much time or how much it costs Youth is my betting chipI only have this one thousand and first wish One day, happiness will finally be in my hands Every heart has a pair of wings I will bravely move forward and try to fly There are no unreachable placesWe all have our own dreams. How we wish the dream can grow wild and then one day it all came true. But sadly, most of the time it's just a DREAM. No matter how, in reality, we do have to face obstacle. Though, I belief, as we try and not giving up, sooner or later, the chance will be there for us to grab! Don't give up Kaysin. After the stormy weather, the sun will always shine brightly in the sky :P
Monday, October 03, 2005
Terrorist Attacks?
"Gee.. road block! I hate all this road block. It's really delaying our time""Yea. Look at the Jam. My gawd!""There is like 3 road blocks already.""Tell me about it."As we all reach the place, we all heading to our own shop to purhcase our stuff. "This is so weird. Did you realise how many policeman around the mall?""Ya. And look.." I saw them checking on guys and girls identity card.What is happening? It's really weird to see armforces around doing their job as hard working as a ant. "inter" I looked behind as i heard my nick being called. Oh, the irc gang. Everyone was at the coffee house having some chat. They too are surprise with the tight security around the city. I sat there and have a chat with everyone, including, Edwin, Nick, My Larling and the rest while waiting for my friends to call me."Kaysin.. I think we better head back. This is so weird. Everyone of us got check by the police. Where are you? Meet us at the xxxx" He said.As soon as I met them, we all continue to walk to the open car park where we park our cars. As we were approaching to our cars, a loud noise caught our attention. The noise is from the sky. As I look up, I saw a plane.... CP plane was coming right down..fast. Now we know why is the security so tight around. The plane is heading towards us. We hardly moves as we were all stunt with what we saw. The plane crash right in front... at this moment.... I woke up from my dream. Haha.. wat a stupid dream I have... Lets hope this dream will not be a signal or a sign as a warning to me on the terrorist. I still want to have a safe journey to Phuket :)
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