Sunday, April 24, 2005

Miss Lyer

I’m not talking to you anymore, you liar!
You do have the correct surname Mr Lye (Lie)
You said you will …. But ….


That’s me screaming at him when ever he broke his promises. I can’t stand people that can’t keep up with what they say. If they can’t do it, why say it? Why do you lie? But i guess karma do exist. Accusing people of lying, now, I'm being accused for lying.

Oxford dictionary defined liar as ‘a person who has lied or who lies repeatedly’. Does this mean that me and you are liar too?


Well, I’m very sensitive in the word of Liar. I often used this 6 years back and accused my friend as a liar. As a result, I will try my best to keep up my promise so that I would not be what he is (a Liar).

6 years later, I failed. I’m officially being labeled as “a Liar”. Sadly but true, friends said,

She is a liar.
You can’t trust all the thing Kaysin said
Err… Are you sure? I don’t trust you.
It’s hard to believe what ever thing you said.


Trust No One


So why do you have such quote? Why trust no one? What a smart girl to have such quote.
Trust no one is because I got betrayed. I lose trust and I hate being betrayed. I hate Liar. The statement is made to remind myself not to trust anyone as well as not to lie.
Somehow that statement makes people thinks that I always lie. Liar. Well, They hardly trust me. How can friendship remains if there is no trust? I guess that answer it, I have no true friends then.


I’m very disappointed with the harsh statement made by one of my friend. Did I mention friend? Well, I guess a stranger. Like I said, how can a friend remain as a friend when there is no trust? I guess from now on, friendship will soon be vanish in my dictionary as the element of trust faded away. I’m a LIAR.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

White Noise

Went to watch "White Noise" in TGV this evening. Well, it's a pretty 'o-kay' movie. I should say that the plot is quite similar with 'Sixth Sense'. I don't see it as a horror film at all. Well, to me it is mostly fall under the thriller/ suspend category. I'm not going to give any review on that movie.
Just one question. How do you categorised a movie whether it's in the horror or Thriller? Well, After a long 'debate' with James, I realise, what he said is true. Supernatural may falls under Horror, however, the central theme; plot, ambience, music, lighting all play a part in determining the genre of a movie or story. For example, Bewitched may have supernatural phenomena but the central theme emphasize on drama.
Well, that actually explain why I conclude White Noise as Thriller and not Horror. Though it has the supernatural phenomena (EVP) which is used as the plot, the story line are more on saving human lives which leads to suspends rather than horror. I don't see any part of the movie that will actually frighten anyone in the cinema. (Trust me, I watched it alone in the cinema.)
Well, anyhow I had just check the movie review on this film in the http://www.cinemaonline.com.my/movie/movie.asp?search=noise. It does falls under thriller-drama.
:P

Monday, April 11, 2005

Perspective

A man went out for a walk. He came to a river and saw a woman on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo," he shouted, "how can I get to the other side?" The woman looked up the river then down the river then shouted back, "You're already on the other side." Life and truth are often a matter of perspective and viewpoint.
It was short and somewhat funny but extremely profound.
Do you realize how many people are trying to get to the very side that you are already on while you are trying to get somewhere else?
Do you know how many people wish they had a good a husband or wife like you do?
Do you realize how many couples wish they could have children like you do?
Do you know how many suffering people wish they had a pain free body like you do?
Do you know how many people wish they just had enough money to pay their basic bills like you do?
Do you realize how many people wish they could get to the weight that you are already at?
Do you realize how many people wish they had a job like you do?
Do you realize how many people wish they could see like you can? ...could hear like you can? ...could walk like you can?
I, like most of you reading this, wish for many things. I have a lot of dreams and visions.
"Perspective" really made me think and realize that with so many of the rivers of life, I'm already on the "other" side. So are you.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Happie in the house

It’s 3rd April. Who in my family can possible forget such an important day of the week? That’s right. It is my dad’s 50th birthday. Sadly but true, everyone (my family member) is in Ipoh and only be back in the evening. Guess I only can celebrate it during the dinner time. Well, it’s not a bad idea though, since the AOM session finished at 5am. I need more sleep even after all my chores.

Though, I woke up at 10 and prepare myself to 1U. I saw a very nice G2000 shirt yesterday when I was shopping with Soephix. I guess I will get him a working shirt again. I really have a hard time deciding on the size. Sad but true, I have no idea how guys sizes varies. It’s seems so complicated with 26/37 which 26 is the diameter of the neck and 37 is the length of the shoulder.

Well, after getting the gift, I went home and cook some lunch and headed back to sleep. Yum! My sweet sleep.

They reach home at 7pm and we have dinner together. It is raining cats and dogs. Sigh. Guess no basketball this time. I dare not message Alex or James on request for a basketball session. I always seem to be the one who always request on basketball. Wonder why I like it so much when I’m lousy in it. Not long after dinner, I got a sms from James. Yes! Got basketball. But the court will be wet though.

As I reach home from dinner, my sister took me to the kitchen. I was so surprise to see a small puppy lying there.

“He is only 2 days old,” Mom said.
“What should we call him?” My sister asked as she strokes the puppy.
Lucky? No! Bobby? No Way! Gilbert? James, Patrick, Peter, Shaggy. No. I need some branded names.
Milo? Nescafe? Gucci? Armani?, Giorgio? Tag?
By that time, James and his brothers had arrived. I asked for their suggestion and they did.
“Call him CaTs.”
“No! Call him Cow”
Thanks for the suggestion though.

After the game, I search the net for dogs’ name. Well, I wanted to call him Chubby. But my sister insisted on the name Happie. Well, we do need a lot of happy in the house. I guess I have no reason to object that name.

One question, do I asked, “Happie, are you happy today?”

Well, Happie is doing fine now. He is playful. He always wants to play with us when he is awake. I guess Happie will always be happy in this house especially with Bobby around to protect him.

Saturday, April 02, 2005

THE APRIL FOOLS DAY

This is the day when you heard a lot of pranks, jokes, and tricks that will makes you laugh and laugh the whole day. It’s the day that you are able to play a fool with your friends, Colleagues, family as well as anyone you know. No one should angry of anyone on this day.

Though, I don’t really enjoy today. Well, to me, it’s always a normal day. Everyday is a normal day. As usual I went to work early morning. My mind already is wondering if the tonight will rain or not as I want to play basketball in the night time. I’m also wondering how long will the meeting going to last this time. Well, I hope it ends before 9pm to catch up the ride to the court. I really hate driving back to my house a lone especially at 1 or 2 am in the morning. I do feel creepy when I open the gate alone. The neighborhood isn’t that save anymore. Plus, my parents kept nagging on the safety when I came home late. So, it’s always safer if friends are in the car looking at you going in to the house before they leave (it’s a courtesy).

I’ll leave that topic for later. The whole day wasn’t that good though. As I went for lunch with my colleagues in PBD, I drop my name tag. Yes, the tag to access the office as well as the washroom (Washroom, you asked? Yea!). I have no idea where I drop it but I do know I will drop it one day as the button for the tag is loose. After the lunch I went to the security department to check on the procedure to get a new one.

“Is this a joke or something?” He asked.
“What? A joke? Do I sound like joking?” I asked sarcastically. Then I just realized that it was an April Fool Day. No wonder he asked such question.

Well, in order to get a new tag, I need to pay RM 40. How clumsy I am, as usual to loose things like this. RM 40 this time. Well, it’s only RM 10 more than the last lesson that I learn. What lesson you asked? I lost my parking ticket. How? I pay the ticket at the machine in my company and I forget to take after I get my change. When I get back to the machine, the ticket was no longer found. And this happened last week. I wonder what will happen next week. Will it cost me RM50? (I hope not).

This clumsy yet careless character of mine should be changed. I just hope I could. Well, I won’t let it happen twice, for sure. Losing RM 40 for the tag is already not right for the day. What really pulls me off is the meeting. Well, I had a real hard time in the meeting. Lucky it only lasted for 2 hours. As I was driving back home, I wanted someone to cheer me up. Let see, who should be the unlucky person.

Peter. Yes, it will be him. He is my ‘problem listening machine’. I called him up and pick him up to have a drink in Murni. He finally got a new Handphone. Not bad. At least I get to watch some movies clips in it and of course it cheers me up. As we drink, there are few drops of water falling from the sky. Damn! No basketball? No Way! About 9pm James short messaged me for a basketball session. Great! This is the time I can release my stress.

During the basketball session, I do have a very bad time there again. Sigh. Someone punch my face (well it’s expected it). Of course that wasn’t my main point. I was kind of upset in one of the game and I just let it off. I should have control my temper better.

Well, what happen later was out of the April fool day. I guess I should stop here.

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