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Thursday, September 29, 2005
Tu Te Reconnaitras
 Don't worry, as long as I'm alive, I will not leave you. I will not hurt you or break your heart. You can have my words. That's the word he told her as they were walking to the playground, holding hands. They were only 5 years old. They share their dreams together and he had promised her that they will together walk along the journey of theirs. How lovely to have such a wonderful childhood love. To many it may be just a puppy love.....As years past, the boy has to leave the town to further his study. Daily mails have become weekly mails. and soon... he only wrote to her once a month before things change. She does not know where he is nor how is he. She waited and waited. From days to days, years to years, he had not come back nor wrote to her ever. I knew he will be coming back for me. Our dreams... the promise.. I do belief it will not ends. And so she waited till the end of her lonely Journey.  Just a boy and a girl with a promise we'd always be true We grew up all too soon and discovered how little we knew
Would the dream leave the ground? Was the future so sound?
You and I, we had a dream to fly
Wonderful dream, beautiful dream, don't let it die
You and I, we had a dream to fly
Wonderful dream, beautiful dream, don't let it die
Then one day, you were gone, and my dreams all came tumbling down
Childhood tears, broken years, our true love can no longer be found
Though I'd waited so long, still the dream lingers on
You and I, we had a dream to fly
Wonderful dream, beautiful dream, don't let it die
You and I, we had a dream to fly
Oh Lord, don't let it dieAt times I wonder, do we really need to be so stubborn? What is it that kept us holding on to a promise that seems to fade away so long ago? Why are we so headstrong to open up our heart for something new? Is it worth the time nor the love to hold on? When will we gonna wake up? Or do we really need to wait just like the girl in the story? What do we get if we hold on to it? If happiness is what we seek for, does holding on give us happiness or was it suffering? One day we all will soon realise, holding on to something that had long gone is just so..............
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
The lost
Have you ever imagine what will happen if the one you love or care the most has leave the world? What will you going to do? This person can be your parents, siblings, close friends and even can be your partner. For me, I can never imagine what will I going to do if he ever leave the world. Will I cry? No, I will never want to see me cry. He never want to see me sad. Yes, I shall not even be sad. I have to be calm, and live on.... The day has come. God had took him away from me. I watch him leave the world peacefully. Tears are what I see in everyone's eyes, rolling down thru their face. They stare at me with a weird look. My eyes were dry. Too dry to have any tears tumbling down. I just stare at him, not wanting to lose a second seeing him buried under. Where will he going to be? Will he ever miss me just like how I miss him? "Dear, I will always be there when you need me," he promise when I was celebrating my sweet 16. He added "You are a big girl now. Remember, what ever happen, Never give up. Just face it with a smile. Do not cry over a failure of life" Suddenly I felt like crying. The hot tears gather to pour out. I tried to control myself. No! I can't! He will not wan to see me cry, not even a drop of tear will fall from my eyes. And there I was, the only one who were staring at him with a smile. I know he is beside me and he always will. My beloved grandpa.....
Saturday, September 24, 2005
My only Best Friend
Friendship....I guess I broke my best friends' heart. Sigh.. Wonder what friendship means. To me, i wish to seek direct and honest in friendship. But as we all knows, honest might not be the thing everyone favour to listen. And of course when my best friend say soemthing from her heart, I might get upset. Its the same as apply to her, I told her that I'm upset on the comment she says... and here we go again.. we are beating round the bush as she got upset for my direct comment on her... Just like my little poem,Friendship is just like a Flower...
Friendship is like a Flower,It may not last forever,If you treat it better,It will grow deeper and deeper. At times Friendship may be sour,Perish like a dying flower,It will become the excessive rival,It's not too tardy to revival. I do not know how to treat it better... I wish I could have done better.... the more i try.. the worst it become.. the more honest I get the more trouble I got in. I'm so sad to know that she cry because of my honesty. The friendship had turn sour. Now it's really dying... she no longer giving me her opinion.. I just wish she understand... how much it will be like to share my happiness and my sadness with her. I do appreciate this friendship. In fact she will be the only friend that matters to me.
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