Wednesday, February 13, 2008

情人节

当每个人都在另一半分享VALENTINE DAY, 她默默的坐在他曾经坐过的椅子。
心理只有想念。。。Img_4091
想念曾经一起走过的路。
记得有一次他失宠了6天,她真的不知所错。
那时的她只有带着希望或下去。。。。
老天爷被她的真情大动了。。。
他又回到她的身边。
50年后,
他又离开了她。。。
这起是永远的离去。。。
'别为我哭,人生好象一场戏。戏作完了就该离开!!'他对她说。
情人节的今天,她还是一样的一个人过。。。。


Saturday, February 09, 2008

CNY Dinner

Just got back from CNY celebration.
Just like the year before, something is missing.Dsc06297
Though I no longer going back to Ipoh,
Though I spent the holiday only with my grandma in Tg malim,
But I felt something missing.
Missing the one whom will always stand at the door looking at me when I arrived,
Smilling, with a hand holding a ciggie.
Then he will ask me how am I...
He will then comment on me losing my weight.. asking me to eat more...



Miss the time he will walk to me holding his letter and some reports,
asking me to translate and explain the details of it.
Miss the time he will give me and my siblings as well as cousin some money to buy ciggie.
As usual we will then keep the left over to buy ice cream or some junk food.
Miss the time he will stand behind me while I'm playing mahjung and give me advise.
never forget about the four '1' which is 11.11pm that is the time for bed.



Family dinner without him is so different.
Remember the time when everyone would want to seat beside him, and,
He will only choose to seat between me n grandma or me n my little cousie 'xiao bai'.
Now, I only see empty seats beside me.....



'How I wish I still can greet you 'happy chinese New year' and follow by an Ang Pao from you.
How I wish you still here to guide me on my decision.
How I wish you are here to listen to my dreams and my achievement...
Life never be the same without you...'


Sunday, February 03, 2008

好友的定义在那儿?

曾经,她就象我姐姐。。。Imgp3354
十三年了。。。
可以和她分享喜和悲。。。
一起玩也一起吵
一起笑也一起哭
总是觉得她是最了解我
着是我的好友。
那么久了,很想知。。
好友的定义在那儿?
是不是好友都会记仇呢?
还是会去包容呢?
是不是好友就会特别计较?
还是会大方呢?
已经不知有多久没在电话里谈了。。。
已经不知有多久没在谈心事了。。。
已经不知有多久没在一起SHOPPING了。。。
也已经不知有多久没在一MSN聊了。。。
不知何时要有话题和目的才可以聊。。。
不知何时我的关心变成了多管闲事。。。
不知何时我的一切,您要在别人口中才知道。。。
也不知何时您那么的忙!
有人说,好朋友是不用天天聊,
也会知道对方是如何。
我怎么不知您现在如何呢?



好友的定义在那儿?


Saturday, February 02, 2008

没伤心怎有快乐呢?

Dsc03456 曾经有位朋友问,为何写的那么伤感那么的绝望。
难道在人生道路没有快乐以开心的事吗?
当时我真的不会答。(真的好不快乐)
只知道走得好辛苦,很想停下脚步。
不久前,也有一位问我一样的问题。
我回头看,发现真的没什么开心的事。
而且,也觉得以前的我真的很不快乐。
也觉得知己好傻呀!
不明白当时为何会那样选择。
但,我已经知道如何回答了。(现在的我好快乐!)
是因快乐的事往往比伤心的多,
如要写真的有太多太多了。
也是因为我是个容易开心的女生,
如要写下,觉得太无聊了。
写下伤感让我知道,我错了!
也是让我学习和进步!
也提醒我不能再重复以前的错!
想起来,伤感的事会让人学会长大!
每件事有它的理由也有个教训。
没伤心怎有快乐呢?
你说是吗?


Sunday, January 20, 2008

佢眼淚

係佢眼淚,我見都自己。。。
係個一刻我諗我終於明白,
我舊時太過無知,
以為父母太OUT,
淨係識得管我,
一 D FREEDOM 都誤畀,
以為朋友先係最好,
巨地先明白我。
Imgp242310年后先知父母係為我好,
學業係最重要,
朋友只不過係生命中路過D樹,
誤會一世一起 HAPPY。
家人係誤會點條黑路,
家人先係最重要。
SORRY


Monday, January 14, 2008

妒忌

妒忌
这种感觉好恐怖, Me
会一直比较,
看谁最信服,
也看谁最开心,
他不能比我好!
绝对不能!
因此,不开心的往往是我知己。
不知及时开次,对他的一切都会留意,
我怎么了?
难道还放不下吗?
是关心还是妒忌呢?
原来,我也是个女孩。


Thursday, January 10, 2008

不管如何

Image2你和誰一起也沒關係
你去哪兒也沒關係
你知否 我還是會在這裏等你
為你祈禱



在晴天 太陽會照亮你的日子
刮風時 風會引領你的路
我要說 我最珍惜有你在的時刻
我永遠不會走開

下雨天 雨水會分擔我的淚水
暴風雨中 狂風會奪去我的痛楚
你繼續向前走吧 把其他東西都放下
展開你的翅膀 飛走吧



我假裝著你是我的
我祝願你一切安好
我們曾分享過的時光 永遠不會消失
你使我的生命變得不一樣
也讓我了解到
我最深處的感覺
 


Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Forever Friends

Hold me like a friend, kiss me like a friend Img_0306
Say we'll never end
Searching for the colors of the rainbow
Melody never say good-bye
I will be near you

Some people handle love in and never try
I can almost fly with your wings to set me higher
Some day we'll see the world and through the grey have faith in our hands

Hold me like a friend,kiss me like a friend
Say we'll never end
Searching for the colors of the rainbow
Melody never say good-bye
we'll always be forever friends

Hold me like a friend, Kiss me like a friend
Say we'll never end
Searching for the colors of the rainbow
Melody never say good-bye
I will believe you
When the river flows
Off to part us both
Only HEAVEN knows
I will be a boat to sail arround you
Melody never say good-bye
I will be near you

Some people handle love in and never try
I can almost fly with your wings to set me higher
One day we'll see the world and through the grey have faith in our hands
till the river ends…


Tuesday, January 01, 2008

ends with... starts with...



Imgp3101 2007 ended with...

1) 1 Year after Losing my beloved grandpa.... ( still see him though..)

2) Travel to more than 5 different countries (achieved!!Sydney, Bangkok, HK, Macau, Singapore)

3) Having my first operation and spend a month there

4) Spending Christmas in Hong Kong and Macau all Alone(its fun)

5) Buying Air tickets for the family of 9 to Bangkok (it's really worth it)

6) A memorable Birthday celebration seeing my fav Stars (weee~~~)

7) Make it to a point every weekend had breakfast with parents and dinner with family... (unless i over slept which I seldom)

8) Achieve my sales target :)

9) Body check up with negative on my Liver atm (phheww... but still in intensive care)



2008 will start with...

1) A smile :) (as usual)

2) Travel more and more places (more than 5 coutries)

3) Achieve my TarGeT!! ($$$$$) COLOUR!!! COLOUR!!!!

4) Spend more time on myself and family

5) Study my Master

6) Take vegetable once a week, plain fruit once a week.

7) No alchohol unless necessary (I won't abuse the NECESSARY)

P/S: to be add on more *grinz*


My 2007 resolution.. how much I fair...

1) A smile :) ( some say i look stress... )

2) Travel more and more places (more than 5 coutries) ( Achieved)

3) Achieve my TarGeT!! ($$$$$) (Yes for the b/w n IT) (Achieved)

4) Spend more time on myself and family (Yes... Trip sponsor by me to bangkok, christmas tree... dinners.. concert.. what's more) (Achieved)

5) Get a new Car (Camry) *wink* (nice try.. but postpone to 2009 as not so important atm)

6) Take care on my Health *sigh* ( already eating fully vegetable one a week n no alchohol)





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Sunday, December 30, 2007

Different as night and day

Imgp3104Doesn't matter whom you are with
Doesn't matter where you are going
Don't you know I'm still waiting here for you
And pray for you


In the sunny days, Sun will light your day

In the windy days, wind will lead your way
I have to say, you're my treasure moments
Never gonna walk away


In the rainy days, rains will share my tears
In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain

Just go your way and leave things all behind
Spread your wings and fly away


I'm pretending you're mine
I'm wishing you'll be fine
The moments we share never die
You've made a difference to my life
And let me realize
The feeling I've got deep inside

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

miss you forever...

Grad09 3rd of January.. the day you left me....
Thought it's almost 2 years, but everythings seems like only happends yesteday...
If can, i wish it never happens...
You never know how much I miss you...
Each time I sat down looking at your picture... I miss you more.
tears will start rolling down.. just like now...
I realise how little time we had... I little pictures we took together..
There is so much things I want to let you know...
So many places I would want to go with you...
I remember I said, 'I want to grow up. I wish I coul grow up the soonest"
But never did I realise, the faster I grow, the older you will get...
I just wish time can go slower.. I would have all the time I want to be with you again...
Grandpa..I really miss the call you gave me at times to check if I'm alright with my studies and my work.
I miss the time you told me that I grew thinner and ask me to eat more...
I miss the time you stand at the door looking at me..
I miss the time I stand at the door shouting and looking at you when you comes back...
I miss the time you will bring me out.
i miss the time you drive me with your lorries and tractors.



I will never forget the day you look uring my graduation ;)
the smile that was locked on your face the whole day...
The day that you had been waiting for..
I really miss you so much..
just wish it all happens again....


Sunday, December 02, 2007

I wish I never knew you...

I wish I never knew you...

我对你 这一生 哪个可比
我与你 差一些 永远一起
邂逅时间场地 似连场好戏
要自何页说起

爱太重 深呼吸 欠缺空气
爱太美轻轻的 却载不起
爱情来到时候 似明媚天气
它走了 突然骤变雪落雨飞

如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起 就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离

你太远 该怎么 说对不起
你太近 一转身 却已高飞
快乐也许太短 似场流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻觉怕又记起



I wish I never knew you...


Sunday, October 28, 2007

東京鐵塔下

gulugulu 踏步在休閒中午
gulugulu 別垂頭自命受苦
gulugulu 任動盪世情可惡難受的 
由自己 加上音符

人人忙亂轉動 埋頭原地轉動 
無從容納理想和衝動 別被迷惑作弄 
思想動作失控 志氣斷送在城中 
如能隨遇轉動 如孩童在轉動 
難成才但至少能起動 你有的青春 
都即管推進 安心揮霍 開心放縱
gulugulu 待遇未會如首富

gulugulu 別排除病患疾苦
gulugulu 命運未靠誰吩咐由上走 
由下走 不要攙扶
傷心很多種 不急於心痛天空海闊 

珍惜放縱

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Comments

Sometimes I wonder anyone actually read blog. I started writing 'blog' back 10 years ago. It wasn't called blog. Just write my everyday event, opinion and some feelings in my own website.
Until few years back, I finally know it is called 'blog'. Well, writing blog of course I already expecting people will read what ever I wrote in it. Else, I would have write it in my diary and not posted it online.
So why do I want people to read it? some people asked...
Perhaps I just want to show my feeling, my opinion as well as my life. Vice versa, I would also love to know the comment or feedback given from the reader of certain article I wrote.
I remember there was once, I wrote bout me attending
my grandpa's funeral. It was just an imaginary stories. Some how, my friend send his condolences to me.
And there was once, my friends told me that my article
my breakfast, reminds him of his childhood. He likes it so much that he wants to used it for his assignment.
There are once Kenny Sia leave his comment on my blog which motivates me to write more and more.
Of course there are times that my article creates misunderstanding between me and my friends.
But those are long long time ago...
And now, I wonder if anyone will still read my blog since there are so much blog better than mine...
One day, one friend hug me in her farewell party. Then she whisper to my ears telling me that I need to be strong and be happy always. She also told me that though she do not know me for long but if I need it,she willing to lend her ear and shoulder to me.
I look at her, I can feel my tears standing by to roll down anytime..."I read your blog. It's very sweet and nice" she continued...
Thanks dear.. thanks to all my friends.. I may be busy to meet up or even msg you guys, the blog is a window for everyone to leave a comment to me... I will neverforget you guys
love you guys so much :)

Friday, September 28, 2007

The 2007 milestone

It's already end of september.
Another quarter to 2008.
Time really travel fast...Remember the time I was writing my resolution for 2007.
Qtr year to go and let see.. how far I'm short fall of...
2007 will start with...

1) A smile :)
2) Travel more and more places (more than 5 coutries)
3) Achieve my TarGeT!! ($$$$$)
4) Spend more time on myself and family
5) Get a new Car (Camry) *wink*
6) Take care on my Health *sigh*
wow!.. let see.. 3, 5 & 6 to go for qtr year.. sound easy but still needs to work hard... gambate!!!!
Miracle happens... nothing is impossible, I'm possible :)

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Broken Promise...


"It's time... are you ready?" she asked as she walks to me. I looked at my phone... Waiting... waiting for something... waiting for hope...No call... no sms...I nodded at the nurse with tears rolling down.He is not coming... telling myself as the nurse pushes me to the operation room...Praying.. wishing.. hoping he will be there when I needed him..He will be there when I open my eyes..
the last word I told myself before I close my eyes.As the doctor called my name I open my eyes..knowing my the operation was over.. I began to ask...Will he be there? will he come?Lying on the bed.. half concious...struggling to look around..felling giddy yet trying to not fall asleep...Finally...No one is in the room...Only a fruit basket...Was it him? It's just too far to reach...Thinking that it was from him.. I close my eyes..As I woke up.. I quickly look at the card.. Only to realise.. What left in the operation was not only a scar on my arm..
but also a scar in my heart.Where is he when I needed him?He said will be there when I needed him...He said will be by my side forever...He said will not makes me cry...He said will not leave me alone...These are the promise that was never granted..Promise that had been broken..A heart that had been broken..A scar that can never be mend.


Monday, July 23, 2007

The best on earth


It had been almost 3 months since my last visit...
How I miss him dearly... As I was driving, my mind flash back the time we were together....
He would always bring me to the fruit orchards looking for durians, mangosteen and rambutans. There he will explain everything down to earth that I wanted to know about. We will eat there and play there. He is the one who will teach me how to choose a good fruit. He taught me how to open the durians...and etc...
For a year since he left, I had not been eating any durians since. I felt guilty seeing durians around. I remember he will always buy the best durians for me just because he knows how much I love durians. He will always me to go back on weekends to eat durians.Surprisingly, the durians he buy are always tasty.
However, in recent year, I neglected him. Hardly eat the durians he buy. Hardly go back to see him. I'm just always busy.
Now he has left and I miss him and the durians he used buy. I will never ever eat any durians that is as good as what he had buy for me.
Weeks back, I saw him in my dream.
"Don't feel guilty my dear. You will still have the best durian on earth because I will be there to guide you." he said with a smile
Here I am, looking at his smiling photos.
Don't worry, grandpa. I wil not forget....


Thursday, July 19, 2007

Sorry that was never been said


She met him during a volunteer event in a fun fair. They both team up to take are of a booth. For a day they been busy serving the customers in the booth.
Almost 8 hours, wasn't a short period and they both did not talk to each other at all. She is just too shy. Scare. People around her used to laugh at her especially wih those HUGE Spectacles she is wearing.
The break-an-ice session comes only the end when he introduced himself. Blushed. Never dare to look at him, she just tell him brieftly her name.
Not long later, she received a call from him. The conversation was not long as she was rushing to class in any minutes.
One night, he called again just to speack to her. Her dad picked up the phone. Being the-Daddy-Good-girl, she felt panic and was frustrated after knowing his intention was just to chit chat.
"Not at this time? It's my study time. I have test tomorrow."
Quickly, she answered the phone with an angry tone asking him to stop calling her.
That was the last time he called...
As time goes by, her friend told her bout him. Saying that he will be leaving the country.
At that moment, she feel guilty for what she has done.. maybe if only she explain properly and being so rude to him..

If there is a chance to meet him again, she wil never forget to say SORRY for being do rude in the phone that day.....
If only they met again...


Thursday, June 14, 2007

The 19th



19th...

Used to received a bouquet of flowers every 19th of the month.. dunno when... the tradition has lost...
Remember my friend one told me, 'Cupid has lost his touch'
Maybe it's true.. Cupid has forgotten to send me a bouquet of flowers every 19th.
Remember when I was young, I always admire my friens who received flowers during valentine's day.
At times, I will even wonder if there is anyone would give any flowers.
One day, the Cupid ask me what kinda flower I like.
Immediately I say, ' black and white roses as well as dark blue
People ask me why I want it black... dunno just love the mysterious of the colour

Today, the Cupid ask me if I would to receive flowers, what would I want.
This time I reply," A combination of sunflowers, geberas, daisy and chrysanthemun"

Why? Because that combination is very colourful... cheer up my day.. show how bright future I will have...

From Mysterious Black Roses to Colourful combination flowers.....
From the sad, gloomy, and negative Kaysin to the happy, cheerful, positive me....


Cupid... 19th... a day that I will never forget... please do not stop delivering flowers to cheer me up :)



Van Gogh

Remember when I was in my year 2, I asked my dad to buy a book on Painting which I saw on TV. At that time, I love art. Parents and aunt often buy colouring material for me to colour.
Of course my dad bought the book (which I'm still having it in my drawer). The book was all about Vincent Van Gogh. I'm too young to know who he is. Though, as I read the book, I get to know him more and his art more and more. Thanks to that book, I had a dictionary with me as all words are new vocab for me. And of course.. I try to imitate his painting which result all the dirty crayons' stain on the table and walls..(my drawings still with me.. haha) I love the afternoon nap and the stary night that he drawn.
As I found out he shot himself, I began to wonder why. Of course I don't get to have a satisfied answer as I'm too young to understand. All my parents could answer was,"He is mad"... and I will start wonder why is he mad... kids have many questions..
Guess, now I can understand.. when one goes through all the dissapointments... pressures...sadness...all the emotions... anything can happen.. Maybe ending his life is not a bad thing.... (well, afterall, he was only recognised after he is dead)
in year 5, I started listen to oldies (thanks to my parents and my year 4 english teacher). Then, my mom told me of a song called Vincent. At that time, though, never understand what does the lyrics mean... I fall in love with that song. never know who is Vincent..
Recently, I watched a drama. And 'Vincent' was played in it. Again, my memories flashed back the time I was small and naive. Then I went to the net to search for the song.. only to realise the connection between Vincent and Van Gogh. It does not hit me that the 2 Vincent are the same person. (maybe I'm too young to realise back then)


Now, I know.

The lyrics seems to be more and more meaningful.

I gets to understand more and more
The reason behind his suicide
The trouble he is having
The dissapointment he is facing
The hope he had lost...

"Now I think I know what you tried to say to me, (Step in to the reality of life I do understand now)How you suffered for your sanity, (Just like how 'she' said I'm crazy)
How you tried to set them free. (It's really hard)
They would not listen, they're not listening still.

Perhaps they never will..." (Yes, they never will beause they didn't go through it)
Maybe one day....
*****

Starry starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.

Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue,
morning fields of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,

Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.

Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

Monday, June 04, 2007

我失恋了



最进一位朋友时常对我说,"我失恋了"
以前,对失恋这个字觉得很怕也觉得很累。
心里问,"又要从新再来吗?"好累,好累!
也会对这好朋友哭。
打电的第一句话就是"我又失恋了"。
然后就会大声的哭。
想起以前,真的要感谢这好朋友。
每天都会把有空的时间来听"我失恋了"。
谢谢你!
失恋的路不容易走,
要坚强和勇敢的心,
不要再想恋了,
让过去的过去明天的路会更好。
朋友,我们会再者陪伴着你。
Be happy ALWAYS!!!
失恋、其实也没什么大不了。
它也可以是一个很开心的事。
失恋是因为要向另边寻找快乐和信服。

Sunday, May 27, 2007

講不出聲

誰人無得到一切的渴求
誰人無攻於心計的理由
平凡人生 天真過後
要怎麼走

如何從委曲中再相信人
誰無狂想 不可告人
難忘時光 必須散席

留下我快樂時
抱著時那是至死不渝朋友
決裂時 你為何以為再拖一會
還有時候

即使多風光都要清醒
有幾多掌聲也是孤清
你只可聽到我大笑聲
哭泣 也未放聲

講不出聲 講不出聲
任由自己 半夜驚醒
我只不過偶爾受了驚
於是 才遺忘本性

誰人能甘心一世一個人
如何才得資格可愛人
誠惶誠恐 只得我是 明白我

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Reasons....


A victim from domestic violence by so called 'sayang'...
A survivor from a suicidal attempt...
A witness in a 2 times life taking tragic-accident...
A failure whom fail every exam during A level...
A victim of losing 4 cellphones in 5 months...
A third party whom never known to all...
A girl that was being called 'psycho'...
And more...
I used to ask WHY... Why me? Why is it me who have to go through all these unlucky events. It's not easy to go through it and pretend everything is OK.
At night, I cry and cry.... Wondering if anyone will look down on me. I'm just paranoid.. living in fear...
I'm just a human. A human who wants to have a normal life just like the rest.
At times, I asked myself if there is any reason for God to plan it this way.
At times, I hated God for making me go through all this.
Of course I do know that things happen for reason...
Now,
I finally reallise the meaning of all these past...As I look back, I smiled.. I felt grateful for having the chance to experience what most people can't. To me, it's a give from God.
It's ExPerIENCE... Of course it may not be a happy thing to go through. However, going through it is a part of learning.
No longer blaming God or asking why it happens.... I'm just glad it had happened and it has past...
At least I know how it felt, how was it like... in short, I experience it and I know what to do if i faced it again. I guess not much people can ever know how is it feels like to be...(haha.. and proudly to tell my grandchildren next time of things I had experienced)
Yes, everything happened for a reason... I guess I found the reason... Thanks for the support...
I guess the next I need to face will be the critics on being CRAZY to not love my own life ;) Of ourse the reaction people will give after being a suicidal victims.

Friday, May 11, 2007

Memories


Everyone has memories,
Some prefer to be remember

And some prefer to be forgotten
Some said,
The more you wanting to forget,
It will just stay
The more you wanting to remember,
It will eventually fade away....
The saying was true.. It seems like I no longer able to remember what happen in my past. I try to recall but I failed to remember. It's good and maybe it's bad.
The other day I need to go to my customer place.. a year back, that place was my fav hang out spot. I used to hang out there at least twice a day and five days a week due to visiting 'friend' there.
However, to my surprise, I could not remember how to get to the place anymore. Been trying to go there couple times to visit a customer but make a wront turn and ended up no where. Tried bout 5 times and finally got to the place...
well.. it's time..

Thursday, May 10, 2007

My love will get you home


If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,get back on your feet and think of me,
My love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,get back on your feet and think of me,
My love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,get back on your feet and think of me,
My love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

完了吧, 好好恋爱


共你相识三千天我没名无姓
庆幸也与你逛过那一段旅程
曾是日夜期待你施舍一点同情
这算是固执做梦或太热情?
这算是固执做梦或太热情?

在世上没有多少东西会尽如人意多
数像讽刺逐年成长必经苦恋故事
我爱你你扮作不知完了吧
如无意外重今开始该好好恋爱
放下从前一后感情才能追求未来你就似没存在
完了吧仍能撑起来前进便让自尊心放开
告别从前总是不易然而假如只得我在
这不是敞成败的比赛

也不愿盲目留在这爱海
旧信息应该删走再没留凭证
我共你去到最远也只是友情
如现实是场玩笑一早清楚内情
过去是勇敢或是未肯适应?

我与你就算始终不能相爱
这一种情份可一也都可再
我用心恋爱下段道路定更精彩
完了吧如无意外曾失恋的都必须恋爱
放下从前一后感情才能追求未来你就似没存在
完了吧仍能撑起来前进便让自尊心放开
告别从前总是不易然而怎能只得我在
爱不是场成败的比赛

Monday, April 30, 2007

Memories... photos

Recently, been doing some housekeeping on my HD. Just realise, i had been taking a lot a lot of photos..
Photos are memories that shall be kept and to remember...
Some said, memories are always happy...
To me, as i look at those photos...
Some photos makes me happy... never want the moment to end. esp the time when we were together.. i missed every moment with you.. If only time can go slower... i miss you a lot, grandpa
Some photos makes me cry... knowing the moment we took those photos are for rememberance.... knowing you will leave us soon... i really hate to take those photos just for the sake to remember you, grandpa.
Some photos makes me regret... i regret taking so little photos.. I could have taken more for rememberance...
Some photos makes me scare... its not the photo that makes me scare.. it's the person in the photo that does. we should not taken so much photos.. there is nothing to remember. If i had a choice, I will not waste the time on it.
Some photos makes me excited... Seeing so much nice place in the photo... should have been happy.. but the person in the photos surely spoilt the photo.. i shall visit the place again and retake every single photos...
Some photos.... should be deleted...
No matter what.. i will not give up taking photos. I have a lot a lot of place to go this year. And of course, i will not stop taking the photo of myself *grinz*

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Love is

Love,
Some say it's just like a box of chocloates,
There are chocolates fom Swiss and other countries,
Nice chocolates comes from Belgium, melted fast
The first taste of chocolates are always sweet
The more you eat, the more negative effect you gets,
Diabetes, and gaining weight may be one of the symptons of overdose in chocolates
I would say...
love is like a box of Ciggies
The first taste is just bitter, unless you really love it
Some takes ciggie just for the sake of releasing stress
everyone of us know.. what are the consequences taking ciggie
Cancer and maybe death it will leads to
And yet.. people stil fall in love

Sunday, April 08, 2007

窗外阴天了

窗外阴天了 音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了灯光也暗了
音乐低声了 口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了 人是无聊了

我的心开始想你了
电话响起了 你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了

是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐

我的心真的受伤了
电话响起了 你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了

滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Prawnie Dumpling (Har Kow)

It is one of my favourite food. I used to had it almost every Saturday and Sunday.
Recently, Saturday and Sunday is the time whereby i can spend my time with my parents... as a result, I haardly eat dim sum...
Thanks to Galvin for the recipe.
Now, I need not go out to eat dim sum nor spend much. All i need is to cook it myself. this is my first time doing it. Of course , I thought it was easy as ABC.. but when it comes to moulding it... questions... such as 'How thick should it be?' and 'How big should I cut?'....


Gee... really headache... that' came.. dumpling of sizes odd the all wher>Though.. it turns out fine and surprisingly, it taste good. yum~~... Anyway, next time, I'm gonna modified it as time goes by and gonna make my own Kaysin prawnie Dumpling
(as usual)

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

short hair or curly hair?

Really want to do something with my hair...
It's really headache whent it comes to making decision...
Should I... Should I not?? Hmm... but it's a trend now.. infact it looks sexy.. ;)

How bout short hair? It will look younger *I know I'm old*
It looks cute too..
but the most important is .. cutting the hair is cheaper than curling the hair
I'm still undecided....

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Being There

We were in the bus, heading to some place... through the journey, I was telling him all the things that happen to me recently.. as we reach the place, he was a bit hesistate to go down the bus as my cousin want to stay on the bus.
However, after my grandma and I ask him to come down. He finally make the move. I can see he is pretty sick and hardly can walked. I carried him on my back and start to walked out the bus.
In front of me, I see endless stairs. I do not know where the stairs going to end. All i know is that the end of the stairs is the place where I can ask for help to heal my grandpa.
As I was carrying him on my back, I kept updating him bout all the things that happen recently. He gave me a lot a lot of advise. I dun feel any weight behind my back as i carried him. Maybe he lost weight :)
The stairs... it's so high.. it's even longer than the HK or even the batu caves.
At last, I have reach the peak. I saw people. All knees down praying. At once, I put him own and I start to knee and pray for his health.
Slowly, my tears felt. i can feel the warmness of my tears as it roll to my cheeck.
"Sis" my sis called....
I woke up and realise it was just a dream......
"Did you cried? what happen?" she said as she saw the tears rolling own while i was sleeping......
Grandpa... thanx for being there... i know u are always there :P

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Lost....

They said, change for the better
They said, I'm happier
They said, I had grow up
I realise, nothing to be worry
I realise, life is short
I know, patient is the key to success
I learn, forgive and forget
You said, I'm different
you said, you don't know what i'm thinking
You said, you prefer the old me
I know, we all need to change for the better.... sorry my friend
A true friend will try to accept ones changes and not comment on it.
It hurts so much.. I start to wonder to give up changing or to give up the friendship....

Happy am I?

She always smile whenever she look at me. She just look so happy. Sometimes I wonder why she look so happy when she see me. Always wanted to ask her the reason.
Yesterday, i finally know why....
"I'm just happy for you. Very happy to see that you are much happy now. Often see you in tears last time," she said.
Thanks. that's my colleague from a different division. I'm amazed a person that is not really close to me being happy for me.
It's not the first comment I got. I have yet to really know am I that happy. No doubt, they said I smile more. I hardly cry.... but i still will feel upset and angry.. haha.. that's me...
Yesterday.. I truly know too...
'Don't cry. You are better now. You live happier now, don't you?' said another.
If I am... why am I still crying?

Tree, Leaf, wind

TREE
The reason I'm called Tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Over time I started to paint a tree in the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolor paintings. I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There's one girl whom I loved a lot but never dared go after. She didn't have a pretty face, nor a good figure, or outstanding charm.She was just a very ordinary girl.I like her. I really like her. Like her innocence, her frankness. Like her cuteness, her intelligence and her fragility. My reason for not going after her was that I felt somebody so ordinary was not good enough for me. I was also afraid that if we got together all the special feelings I had wouldvanish. I feared that other people's gossiping would hurt her. I also felt that if she was meant to be my girl, she would be mine ultimately and Ididn't have to give everything up just for her. The last reason made her stay with me for 3 years. She watched me chase after other girls for 3years, and I made her heart cry for 3 years.She wanted to be a good actress and I was a very demanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled and said "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like walnuts. I purposely ignored what had caused her to cry and instead, laughed at her the whole day. When everyone else went back home, she sat alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I had returned from soccer training to getsomething. I watched her cry for an hour or so.My fourth girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarrelled. I know that based on her character she was not the one who had started off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes were filled with shock. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laughed and joked with me as though nothing had happened. I know that she was very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ached as badly as hers.When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I had something to tell her. She told me thatcoincidentally, she had something to tell me too. I told her about my break-up and she told me about her getting together with someone else. I know who the guy was. He had been going after her for quite a while. He was a very cute guy who was full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the school.I couldn't let her know how my heart ached but could only smile and congratulate her. When I reached home, my heart ached so bad that I can't stand it. There was like a heavy weight upon my chest. I couldn't breathe. I wanted to shout but couldn't. Tears rolled down and I broke down and cried. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that didn't even acknowledge her presence?
During graduation, I read an SMS in my handphone. It was sent 10 days ago when I broke down and cried, but I hadn't read it since then. Itsaid, "Leaf's departure is because of Wind'spursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay."

LEAF
During Pre-U days, I liked to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has relied on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not the BGR kind but the buddy kind. But when he had his first girlfriend, I learned a feeling I never should have learnt - jealousy. Thesourness in the heart couldn't be described using a lemon. It's Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my strong sense of happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl.I like him and I know he likes me. But why wouldn't he pursue me? Since he loved me why didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a newgirlfriend, my heart would ache. T ime after time, my heart was hurt again and again. I began to suspect this was a one sided love. But if he didn'tlike me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you would do for a normal friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I may know his likes, his dislikes, his habits, etc. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me, a girl, to ask him right?Despite all this, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him, hoping that one day, he will love me too. I waited for hisphone call every night, wanting him to send me SMS. I know that no matter how busy he was, he would make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through and I really wanted to give up. At times, I wondered whether I should continue waiting. The pain, the hurt, and the dilemma accompanied me for 3 long years.Towards the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior began to go after me. Everyday he pursued me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point intime when I felt that I was willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm and gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind just asmall footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leaf far away to a better land. Finally I left Tree. But Tree only smiled anddidn't ask me to stay. Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.
WIND
I like a girl called Leaf. Because she's so dependent on Tree, I have to be a gust of Wind, a wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, itwas one month after I transferred to the new school. I saw a petite girl looking at my seniors and I playing soccer. During CCA time, she wouldalways be sitting there looking at him, be it alone or with her friends. When he talked with other girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's happiness in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit, the way she liked to look at him.One day, she wasn't there. I felt something was amiss. I can't explain the feeling except that it's a sense of uneasiness. The senior was also notthere. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scold her. Tears were in her eyes when he left. T he next day, I saw her at her usual place looking at him. I walked over and smiled at her, took out a note and gave it to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled andaccepted the note. The next day, she passed me a note and left.Leaf's heart is too heavy and Wind couldn't blow her away.It's not that Leaf's heart is too heavy. It is because Leaf never wanted to leave Tree. I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me and accepted my presents and phone calls. I know that the person she loved wasn't me. But I had the perseverance that one day, I could make her like me. Within 4 months, I had declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she would divert away from the topic. But I never gave up. If I decided I wanted her to be mine, I would definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I had declared my love for her. Although I knew she would try to divert, I still had a small glimmer of hope, hoping that she would agree to be my girlfriend.
I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone, so I asked "What are you doing? Why didn't you reply?"
She said, "I'm nodding my head."
"Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears.
"I'm nodding my head,"she replied loudly.
I hung up the phone, changed quickly, took a taxi, rushed to her place and pressed her door bell. When she opened the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

those days


It had been almost a month ever since i see him in my dreams...Really miss him so much...
The memories... all flash back in my mind when I was hiking in Tmn negara...
The words he says.. the teaching and also the advise... all these...
He used to bring me to farms, plantations, jungles and some isolated places.. He will then tell me some myths, some histories and also knowledges on everything...
In the jungle that day i can feel he is following me all day long.. protecting me.. how i wish he could be there telling me and explaning to me all the things tat is in the jungle.. the flowers, the leaves, the trees, the animals....
Really miss you so much... when will you be telling me stories again in my dreams?

These days

You hadn't been saying much these days,
Something that make you unhappy?
Heard that you are lonely these days
Confused, Lost...
But I can't be by your side....
What you want, I can't give you
What I can give, Is not wat you asked for
We do not click yet we dun want to admit
often we feel like crying when we hug each other
You always says that these ae the begining of our love,
Our love had already ended is wha I felt,
Dont want to hurt
Don't want to suffer
I know what ahead will be better let me go..

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Crazy

"You are a CRAZY girl" she heard a lady yell at her.... that's the last word she heard...

With one hand covering the wound on another wrist, she can feel the blood rushing out non stop. She barely can talk as it is so weak. she barely able to stand.

More and more people surrounding at her.. deciding what to do.

"What happen?"

"Is she drunk?"

"She is CRAZY"

Questions and words coming out from people who not even known to her...

That's all she last see and hear before her last breathe.....

How many people really understanding her action? It is not easy to injured herself like this. Was she in fear? What was she thinking?

When one do not understanding one's behaviour, it will be called crazy. This is the reality. Has anyone thought of why she did it? Was she trying to run away from something or someone?

Before saying a person CRAZY, please think and see what makes the person did it. please do not just judge the person the action done. Understand and analyse the reason behind the action.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

The wise old Man


It's been a year since he left. The Wise old man used to be there when I'm facing trouble. Though, I can't see him physically anymore, but I know he is there guiding and protecting me. Just like the stars during the day. He is always there and can't be seen with naked eyes.
That nite was the last time I made you some food. That was the last time we talked...
You fool! everyone will have their end. I finished my role, leave I shall. Do not shed. Be strong and Smile!'
You will always in my mind... now and forever. The teaching of the wise old man will always stay and shall not fade away....
hope to see you in my dream tonite...
the wise old man... my beloved grandpa
Rest peacefully on 3rd of January 2006

Monday, January 01, 2007

ends with... starts with...


2006 ended with...
1) Losing my beloved grandpa....
2) Travel to more than 3 different countries
3) Having my first operation and spend a month there
4) Spending Christmas in Hong Kong
5) Arguing with best friend
6) A memorable Birthday celebration with a lot of surprises (thanks)
7) Closer bond with my family
8) Visiting the doctor on the last day of the year


2007 will start with...
1) A smile :)
2) Travel more and more places (more than 5 coutries)
3) Achieve my TarGeT!! ($$$$$)
4) Spend more time on myself and family
5) Get a new Car (Camry) *wink*
6) Take care on my Health *sigh*
P/S: to be add on more *grinz*


Monday, December 18, 2006

下雨了!


下雨了!
有人曾进问,下雨时,你会想起什么呢?
小时,每当下起雨来就会很开心的玩水。然后就到泷沟里抓青蛙。那时的我很件单也很容以就会开心。生活在一个 no worries 的 LIFE。就是一个很SIMPLE 和很开心的一个女孩。

大了,

又下雨了!
这次,不再出去抓什么青蛙,也不是那个天天开心的小女孩了。
青蛙不是我的,是不能抓的。很多事不是说要就能拥有。


FROM 一个会去追求梦想却边成一个子会在这等梦来。。。。

下雨时,
还会有青蛙吗?
是有青蛙王子吗?我就在这傻傻的看着雨下。。。。。。


Friday, October 27, 2006

Role Of Life

"Life is just like a stage show. Everyone was given a role to play. When Ones role finish, One will need to go and let the New to continue the show with another role.. "

Thats what my grandpa said when he know he have to go....

"Friends are just like trees that you pass by in your journey of life.. they comes and goes.. some stay and some don't"

That's what my dad said when I was betrayed...

Of all these years, people comes in and out of my life all the time.. Some comes with a smile and goes with tears, some goes with anger, some goes with smile and some goes with dissapointment. No doubts they left, and I do feel dissapointed that things have to be that way. But, I guess, their role has ended in my life.

I'm glad some came in when I need them the most and guide me. Some taught me a lot when I need advice. Some fill up my time when Im bored. No matter what, I know they exist in my life for a reason, and the reason is clear enough. Some have to go.. guess it's time that I need to be independent. Vice versa, to some people, I'm there at the right time when they needed someone. And when they are able to handle things themselve, my role will ends.

I'm having a down fall in my journey of life few months back, people that had been walking in and out from my life had walked in again to my life to guide me. I don't know when these people will walk out of my life again or will they stay, but I truly want to say Thank You to all of you who is there for me.
Sometimes I really wonder does everything happen with reasons? Why does everything planned so perfectly at the right time? If it wasn't because I losses something, I would not have gain something better. I truly appreciate for what I have now. If not for what I had done, maybe I will never know how lucky I am now. Or maybe I will not know how happy I can be. These are the people that walk in my life and show me what is happiness and what is freedom.


The role of a person, can be your mom, sis, gf, friends, teacher, enemies, either of them.. have a role to play.. no matter who they are, they will be a day they will walk out of your life. Do not shed tears nor get angry. Do not ask why they have to leave or why they do things that you don't understand. Everything happen for a reason, and the reason is that their role had ended.....


Wednesday, September 20, 2006

I found my Happie(ness) in life ><

I found my Happie(ness) in life ><

Months back, I lost a dog, Happie. I thought i could never have a chance to find him back. I'm the one who let him go. I guess he do not know the road to come back. I told myself, if God evr gave me a second chance, I would not treat him that again. Last Monday, my mom called and inform me that Happie was back. What a miracle. My Happie was back even though I let him go. God does gave me a second chance to take care of him again. He s not angry with me for letting him out. Instead he was so happy to see me that day. I'm so happy. Even a dog know how to forgive and forget. Hahaha.... He is pretty well though a bit of injury but I know he will be fine. That's my dog!


Well, God did not just gave me a second chance on that. In life, I got a lot of second chances. And because of this I truly will need to appreciate what I have. Sometimes letting go of something doesnt means is bad. May be it's just a freedom for you. I thought letting go of Happie is really the end. He came back.. Now I truly belief.. if it's yours, it will be yours no matter how. I know my dog is brave enough and really work through without giving up on anything in looking for us :P and I shall not be a shy lady in giving up in my life anymore :P Thanks Happie


I love you so much Happie! Muax :P


Monday, September 11, 2006

The illusion

Pc040166 It had been a long long time ever since I sat in this car.. going to the journey I once long for. Each time sitting in the car, I will always imagine the way he will stand outside the door, leaning on it. Hands holding a ciggie, with another hand tuck it in his pocket. Smilling and will comment either I looked thinner or fatter.



This time, I had the same illusion in my mind. But, it will only be just an illusion. he will no longer there standing, looking at me coming down from the car. He will no longer asking me how am I.



Going back hometown few days back really remind me of him a lot. I keep telling myself, that he is still around. Even when dinner time, I will automatically walk to the phone to call him home for dinner.  That nite, I reach out the phone and start to dial... only to realise, he is no longer here...



Really miss those days we were together.. I miss you a lot a lot a lot...


Inspire

Bla The Holiday has ended... Nothing much we can do bout that but looing forward for the DepaRaya holidays to come. I just came back from Singapore. Went over there with a very mix emotion... sad, stress,lost, or should i say my main purpose of going there is to relax myself. However Im scare that things may turn out worst.



Well, lucky for me, i have friends that joining me there. Though we weren't stay in the same hotel but we visit the place almost all the time. This really reduce the fear I have. Honestly going to other country and explore their life is fun. Somehow it inspire me. Love isnt everything. Life is still fun.



That country is a busy place. EVeryone seems to be so busy on the streets, while in the bus and even when there are waiting for some public transport. Looking at them, I realise how unfulfilling my life is. work and sleep basically is my life.



I met my cousin there and i asked him bout the lifestyle over there. i'm really amazed with them. They are so active. Hardly see people that are over weight in there. maybe i should start to be active just like before. Guess it may really help my sleep. My cousin asked if Im interested to stay there...



What? Stay there? Should I? Maybe... i did thought about it..



Why??



I guess.. to run away?? Run away from everything and start a new life??





Yea.. selfish and stupid me :)'



After the trip, I am not as negative as i am though *wink* but i'm still thinking should i or should i not?


why

Is it true when a new relationship begins, it always begins with smile and laughter?



Everything (including weaknesses) can be seen as the strength or can be said as CUTE.



Every promises can be fulfill and everything can be tolerate.



What is the sign when it's the end of a relationship?



Arguement, fights, sadness, anger...



One party will tell the other to be someone else....



things like, " I don't like this.. can you change this, change that.."



The other party will always fight back and say," why last time u say it was cute... why now only complain?"



The that party will always replied, I Thought i can take it.. but I Never Expected to be SUCH!!



Well it happens to everyone. That what my colleague said when he had problem with his gf.



Is that the sign of the end of their journey? Why isnt anyone tolerating ? Is it a must for a girl to tolerate? Where have al the gentleman goes? All this while, i thought, girl was given the gift of 'merajuk' and guys was given the gift 'tak apa' so that both can tolerate...



If relationship oughta end in this way, why begins it?



Why start a journey when the ending can be so painful and regretful?




Change

Change is not constant. This is what i learn in my science classes. This means, everything is changing whether we like it a not. No one or Nothing can ever stop changing.

It takes only 3 months ever since we realise he suffer from cancer till it takes his life. 3 months, what could he be thinking in these 3 months knowing his life is going to end soon? Keep hoping for miracle to happen? hoping a change will just changes the whole situation?I began to adapt to the fact he suffered from cancer within a month.. however i need to adapt to another set of changes after that... thats when he left me....

I'm still learning to live without him by my side... without his guide, his teaching and his smile. I remember he said, life is short but you still have a long journey to go... walk along with a smile. Due to the the lost, i forget to smile, i live with the life of anger and hates. My temper was from bad to worst. i know I hurt a lot of peopler especially my best friend and the one I loved.

Not long later, another change step in, I was no longer the one with bad temper. I began to feel insecure. People that i used to hurt now began to be impatient with me. In short, i had learn to be patient but things had change. Guess it's too late.

Now, when things are balanced out. When I was about to be able to adapt the impatient of my loved once. Another change in my life just happen. I just felt so tired. I have lose all my will and hope throughout all this changed. I do not know what else will happen in future. I don't even dare to think of it now. After yesterday, i finally understand what he means.

"Life is just like a play. Everyone is given a role to play. When the role is ended, just leave with a smile. There is nothing to be sad about."
Guess my role is going to end soon....


Sunday, April 16, 2006

Guang Liang's Tour!

I was there in Bukit Jalil just now. Gee.. it was raining but it does not stop all the fans to attend that special nite. A nice event though.. I get to take some photos as well as some video clips in here. The most important is that I got his Signature and get to shake his hand.. It has been a long long time.. since Form 5 I did such thingy.. He is still my fav from form 3 up to Now! Gambate!!

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Miss Hong Kong

I just got back from Hong Kong. Sigh.. really miss the country. Basically it's so nice with all the transporation so well prepare for the societies.

Well, I departed on Saturday morning which I need to wake up at 5:30 am. Then we al got in to a 2 cars that brought us to the KLIA. Only then we knew we are going to seat in a Cathay Business Class... Gee it's my first time flying so far.. beside.. Phuket and Singaore... and it's Business Class.. Of Course I'm excited. In the plane, i just can't stop drinking the alchohol that is providing for us FOC.. sigh I think I'm just a bit of Kampung girl.. haha.. I tried the champange, the white wine, the Vodka, the Tequila but the best will be the Sweet Sherry.

We touch down at the HK Airport at 2 pm and was taken in a small van to the Disneyland Hong Kong Hotel. There are 15 of us in that trip.

As we check in, we headed to the disney land so catch the Parade which is at 3:30pm. We indeed saw the nice performance and took some rides there.. It is recommend that you guys to seat the roller coaster at teh magic mountain as well as the 3D presented by donald duck. During the evening, the firewoks is amazing at the sleeping beauty house.
Well after that we all headed back and of course.. i doze off as it's so tiring.


The next day at 10 am, we left to the Kowloon to check in to the next hotel. Little that I know we all will be staying in the Peninsula Hotel which is the most expensive hotel in HK. The amazing part is that artists often goes there for high tea. And indeed we saw Sammi Cheng there taking her high tea.

The room esp the bath room is amazing with additional TV in the bath tub area. Anyways.. I would say I am surely going back there again to shop and if I have a chance.. I may wan to imgrate ther *wink*

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